Unhappy Anniversary

Jared sent me an email today with a link to this song by Vitamin C.

You ask me, how am I?
Well I'm still standing, aren't I?
That's something, that's one thing that's gone my way
It's so hard, to go out, like everything ok noW
When inside, I still cry for yesterday

This is my unhappy anniversary
But I lie, saying it's just another day
This is my unhappy anniversary, oh

I know it's so stupid to feel brokenhearted
I wonder if you know just how much I hurt
I drink up and think up a toast to numb the hours
To get through without you is so hard today

'Cause it's my unhappy anniversary
But I lie, saying it's just another day
This is my unhappy anniversary, oh

Wishing you were here same time next year
Wishing you were here same time next year

And now it's near midnight, a few minutes and I
Return to get back to my former life
Pretending our ending was not so bad, I know that
It's time to escape you until next year

When it's my unhappy anniversary
But I lie, saying it's just another day
This is my unhappy anniversary
But I smile like it's just another day
It's just my unhappy anniversary
It's just my unhappy anniversary
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Thanks Jared. You know how much I love sad songs.

I went to find last year's diary (a calender with important events written down) to see what happened today last year.

*Smacks self on head* (It's easier than kicking my own butt)

There wasn't a 29th of Febuary last year! Duh...

Maybe I should make sure all future bad memories fall on the 29th of February so that I'd only have to "celebrate" them every four years.

Naa... it's easier to "catch" amnesia.