I feel......?

Blank.
Nothing.

I want to cry tonight, but I can't seem to.

I remember reading somewhere that people don't feel any pain right after a shark bites off their limbs because our body produces natural pain-killers called endorphines to help us deal with the intense trauma.

I guess this is sort of like that. I can't feel the pain tonight as much as I want to. Who knows how long this will last for. All I know is that when it ends, I will find that a huge part of me is missing.

And it's going to hurt so badly.