Secrets Exposed!!!

Aaaaahhhhh! Mom told me in church yesterday that she read my blog! Not all she said – just a few nights ago, she read the one where I talked about Ray peeing on the toilet seat. "Lessons from a 6-year old"

*PHEW*

That was a good side of Faye blog.

Earned me a big mom hug and a thank you. Mom has noticed that Ray has stopped wailing. Point for Faye! Yay! (Hey, that rhymes!)

(Even the "Hey" rhymed.)

Not that I would mind my parents reading my blogs now. I’ve stopped complaining about them like I used too. Heh. And deep down, we all would like our parents to know what turmoil we’re facing in our lives.

I’m closer to them now and not trying as hard to clamp up emotionally around them. I really didn’t want them to know me too well before. I really was bitter. You tend to withdraw from people you are angry with as an act of self defense.

To me, mom wrecked my trust by being on dad’s side to keeping me here. The last thing I wanted to do was open up to her with my problems and have that used against me so I can stay here till the Winter of NEXT year.

I have a right to remain silent. Anything I say can and will be used against me.

Ah well. It’s a public diary. I asked for it.

Maybe I should start making ANOTHER blog. Like a private one.

Hah! Yeah right! After one week I’ll have another publicity campaign going.

“Somebody, ANYBODY, read my blogs and sympathize with me!!!!!”

"Please?"