Self examination.

Before I ever had a boyfriend, I used to think what a lucky guy my special soemone would be. I really was very mature and level headed then - not to mention boring, but THAT really hasn't changed much now.

Right now, I have learned so much about myself through all my relationships and I really feel sorry for the guy who will date me next. I know I have alot to offer - and I can really be a cool person. But I'm not sure all the issues they'll have to deal with will make it worth it.

I don't want to feel like I've short-changed another guy again.

Maybe I should just stay single for the rest of my life. Less people get hurt that way.