p.s.

1) If it's a postscript, why is it placed before the last post?

2) Shouldn't it be a postpost instead?

3) Ok - the real thought that I meant to add:

It just occured to me that perhaps the reason why I said I was happy right where I am now, even without having actually left for Hawaii yet, is because just the thought of leaving is good enough for me.

All I really need is the reassurance that my dreams are within my reach. That's what hope is.

That is all.