Happy (?) Anniversary to me.

Again.

I got an email from Jared today wishing me happy anniversary. We broke up a year ago, March 29 Sunday. A whole year since we officially pulled the plug. Of course, we didn't REALLY break up till much later.

Guess what though - I completely forgot!!! The last time I checked the calendar which was my journal last year was nearly 2 weeks ago. And that was after a long break too. I was worried that I had missed the anniversary and was relieved that I hadn't even gotten to my first hickey anniversary yet. I made a mental note to check back again so I wouldn't forget.

But I did! And I'm glad I did. It's a good sign, I think. At least I've gotten over ONE relationship. It's amazing how I don't even feel regretful after being reminded or really nostalgic or anything. Maybe I've just become numbed. Heck, I've been so wrapped up in all these issues around here lately, I've hardly had time to think about Mark.

You know, the end of the Jared Anniversaries bring the beginning of the Mark ones. Those only last for 3 weeks. It will be harder to miss those dates. Especially since they are all around my birthday. We hooked up ON my birthday in fact. But we'll talk about that, maybe, when the time comes.

I still can't believe it's been a whole year. I haven't even matured one bit but have taken 200 steps backwards instead. I'm single again and marriage is waaaaaaaaaaay in the future. And I live on the internet. Like I did when I was 16.

Way to grow.