The closing of a chapter.

I took Joel on tour with me to the PCC. He had fun, I think.


But wait - who's that girl next to him? Julia. The girl he brought with him. *sigh* I don't know what the deal is with them. He may not even be interested in her. But either way, I can take a hint. At least she's nice. She had fun too.

I got hooked up with their pictures - the ones the photographers in the center took of them. Like I say, he (in this case, she) who has many friends, gets lots of free stuff. Since I couldn't be bothered to scan them before giving them to Joel, I just took pictures of the pictures. Compromised on the quality. Sorry. It'll have to do.


Julia dancing the hula. Julia. Hula. Hey, it rhymes!!! Looks more like something from "I'm a little teapot" though, for some reason.



Ooh. Check out his rack! Hehehehe. Hula isn't usually such a suggestive dance.



The picture they took when they first came in the center. Awww. What a cute couple.

So yeah. I'm disappointed. But not as much as I thought I'd be. I braced myself for this already after a few brief conversations that we've had. I don't think he's really interested. I gave him my number nearly a week ago, to plan the PCC trip. He hadn't called me once. Not even now. He thinks I'm funny at least. And awesome - for having hooked them up with a tour. But I think that's as far as we're ever going to get.

Now that the tour is over with, I literally have no reason/excuse to talk to him anymore. Which is fine. It's almost a relief. I have decided that I am not really attracted to him as a person anyway. Of course, if he were to pay any attention to me from now on, I just might melt. But I don't need to be the predator. I deserve to be pursued. If he was half as cool as I'd like him to be, he'd recognize that by now.

Oh well. This is like closing a chapter in my life about a brief flirtation with uh - nothing.